MAKE ME

I wish you can shape Me
I know you did
But it is I, who shape you to shape me the way I want
And it can't be helped
That it was to be loved by me
And hated too
I see you and despise you
'Cause I know you're just like me
After all, I shape you
from Me

J-Rocks anyone?

Hum, mungkin bila mendengar J-Rocks, bagi yang familiar dgn lagu2 jepang, akan langsung men cap, they're just a bunch of copycats. Well I couldn't be more aggree.
Lesse... "Ceria" ---> C'est la Vie? "Selamat Tinggal" ---> Au Revoir?

Hum, baru denger album Spirit, 2nd Album. Not necessarily nice or awesome. Tapi, much much more original (CMIIW though). Well, technically their ability not bad, by Indonesian standart I can say their good. So, Im thinking bout buying their record. Hopefully they get better.

Loveless, Timeless

WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS

Huee... moga2 ga kering ide setelahnya
Hum, mo ngomongin apa ya? Oya, Love, cinta, tsuki, whatever

Akhir2 ini lupa, jatuh cinta itu... gimana rasanya ya? Aneh, all the romantic feeling just not there
Sudah lupa rasanya menginginkan atau membutuhkan seseorang. Its just plain. Like I dont get a kick out of anything.
Well I was never a romantic one to begin with, but I used to feel a drive when I do something for someone. Now, simply just to ease my hedonism side.

Yeah, I fell for kenikmatan fisik (Lazybones He...). I dont find it nice to do something for anyone.
Well, if do take glance at my past, I find many betrayal (not necessarily the truth, but hey, thats my reality). I wont blame those impossible-to-forget memories, but surely those thing really shape me to the way I am now

Loveless? I dont really mind. All loves are bound to end somewhere, somehow. And I dont start one that I cant stop nor have any control over.

And yeah, I do have a girlfriend.

Untitled

REVELATION

Hari ini menemukan, atau menemukan kembali sesuatu kebenaran yang sudah Aku ketahui dari dulu. Shocking ? Nay, still its disturbing.
And again, it was karma of what I do in the past. Maybe, highly possible one of my flaw, is that the ghost of my past is eternally haunt me. All bad judgement will always haunt you in the end

Seharusnya si pingin nulis tentang hal paling awal yang pernah kuingat. some other time then.

Hum, kembali tentang revelation. Kadang2 hal paling menyakitkan adalah hal yang kita tahu tapi selalu kita deny. Lebih nyaman untuk mengetahui bahwa hal itu tidak ada, well hanya untuk menunda yang tak terelakkan sih.
Tapi Aku percaya manusia selalu punya PW, posisi wenak, dimana dia merasa nyaman dengan posisi itu, betapapun sakitnya.

Hayah.... what I am talking bout anyway.......

Okay, I hate talking bout details. Well, that bad old habit to talk in my head is surely find its way to my senses. And I forgot all about it.