jeudi 22 novembre 2007

Atma, Parkiran, 22 Nov 07

Kampus, 22 November
Berangkat ke kul seperti biasa
Eh, parkiran ditutup
(Tumben penuh parkiran belakang ne)
Lalu parkir di depan dan ke kelas seperti biasa

Dan baru denger berita
Anak Hukum S1 Atma, pagi jatuh dari lantai 12 dan (tentu saja), mati
Anehnya posisi nya telentang dan kepala berada di dekat sisi dinding dalam parkiran
(silakan lihat di detik.com wad lebih detail)

Dan konsentrasi alkohol 80 mg/100%
(Minum sebanyak apa bisa setinggi itu?)
Bleh.....

mercredi 21 novembre 2007

Ordinary Days

Been weeks, I suppose?

Masi kul kayak biasa, well thats 1 of few things that keep me from bored, currently

Dan seperti biasa, proyek menerbitkan senyum dan decisiveness
Offering options (sebenarnya se, manipulation :D)
Its fun to watch the ball rolling on its own on direction we expect

And like I said to a friend, Now my long last wait project has come to fruition
Yah, menunggu lama untuk merasakan kepuasan ini, but man, its kinda worth it.

Jadi, Daku sedang ngomongin apa? Nay, just the usual. Burst of idea, short ones

jeudi 18 octobre 2007

MAKE ME

I wish you can shape Me
I know you did
But it is I, who shape you to shape me the way I want
And it can't be helped
That it was to be loved by me
And hated too
I see you and despise you
'Cause I know you're just like me
After all, I shape you
from Me

J-Rocks anyone?

Hum, mungkin bila mendengar J-Rocks, bagi yang familiar dgn lagu2 jepang, akan langsung men cap, they're just a bunch of copycats. Well I couldn't be more aggree.
Lesse... "Ceria" ---> C'est la Vie? "Selamat Tinggal" ---> Au Revoir?

Hum, baru denger album Spirit, 2nd Album. Not necessarily nice or awesome. Tapi, much much more original (CMIIW though). Well, technically their ability not bad, by Indonesian standart I can say their good. So, Im thinking bout buying their record. Hopefully they get better.

mercredi 17 octobre 2007

Loveless, Timeless

WHEN IT RAINS, IT POURS

Huee... moga2 ga kering ide setelahnya
Hum, mo ngomongin apa ya? Oya, Love, cinta, tsuki, whatever

Akhir2 ini lupa, jatuh cinta itu... gimana rasanya ya? Aneh, all the romantic feeling just not there
Sudah lupa rasanya menginginkan atau membutuhkan seseorang. Its just plain. Like I dont get a kick out of anything.
Well I was never a romantic one to begin with, but I used to feel a drive when I do something for someone. Now, simply just to ease my hedonism side.

Yeah, I fell for kenikmatan fisik (Lazybones He...). I dont find it nice to do something for anyone.
Well, if do take glance at my past, I find many betrayal (not necessarily the truth, but hey, thats my reality). I wont blame those impossible-to-forget memories, but surely those thing really shape me to the way I am now

Loveless? I dont really mind. All loves are bound to end somewhere, somehow. And I dont start one that I cant stop nor have any control over.

And yeah, I do have a girlfriend.

Untitled

REVELATION

Hari ini menemukan, atau menemukan kembali sesuatu kebenaran yang sudah Aku ketahui dari dulu. Shocking ? Nay, still its disturbing.
And again, it was karma of what I do in the past. Maybe, highly possible one of my flaw, is that the ghost of my past is eternally haunt me. All bad judgement will always haunt you in the end

Seharusnya si pingin nulis tentang hal paling awal yang pernah kuingat. some other time then.

Hum, kembali tentang revelation. Kadang2 hal paling menyakitkan adalah hal yang kita tahu tapi selalu kita deny. Lebih nyaman untuk mengetahui bahwa hal itu tidak ada, well hanya untuk menunda yang tak terelakkan sih.
Tapi Aku percaya manusia selalu punya PW, posisi wenak, dimana dia merasa nyaman dengan posisi itu, betapapun sakitnya.

Hayah.... what I am talking bout anyway.......

Okay, I hate talking bout details. Well, that bad old habit to talk in my head is surely find its way to my senses. And I forgot all about it.

vendredi 24 août 2007

Tag tag tag!

Liat punyya Natsu, Neng, Moon, jadi iseng men tag kan diri sendiri

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Jay
2. Miko
3. Pakde (bleh...)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Platinum Egoiste
2. Jay Viper
3. Eurethya

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. reply few SMS from my girl
2. put my Kappa-chan to his proper place
3. drink a sip of Contreau

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The way I behave
2. My ignorance
3. Sloth

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My second thought
2. My third thought
3. My n-th thought

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Pontianak
2. Malang
3. Celestine Empire

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Being incompetent at so many things in life
2. Unnoticed when I'm around
3. All my wish and dreams come true

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Shirt
2. Few bracelets
3. short

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. water
2. air
3. Wandering thought

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. News
2. Anything that gets my mind analyzing
3. Light

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Smashing Pumpkins
2. U2
3. Lar'c en Ciel

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Let me do what I do the way i want to do it
2. Manipulating
3. Sleep

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Love Song for a Vampire - Annie Lennox
2. Exceeding Love - Suikoden III
3. Jenova - FF VII - Nobuo Uematsu

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Having fun while generating money
2. Going to Anfield
3. Find him

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. My Decision sense
2. My indecisiveness
3. Losing him

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Lot of space for me
2. Lot of space for us
3. Enough space for anyone else

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVING TO THE WORLD:
Why would I?

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. All trust is foolish
2. Honesty doesn't pay
3. I can love anyone more than myself

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Glassess
2. Eyes
3. Embrace

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Whatever I can comment and smile, or just shrugh and smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Being nice
2. Do something for somebody else sake
3. Being in love

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. Him
2. Him (other one)
3. My 15 years old personality

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
Whatever, it will ever concern me

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
My past, My reality, Betrayal

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Football
2. daydreaming
3. gaming

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get a fun job
2. Moving the world
3. Remembering all my creative thought in last few days

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. teacher
2. manager of some sort
3. broker

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
A place with minimum contact with anyone

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Luc (Suikoden II - III)
2. Donald Duck
3. Vivi Ortenier

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Kicky
2. ....

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Hikari
2. ......


THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. being single
2. Reading what people think of me
3. Erasing that thought